Yeah, the world is falling apart. Just fantastic...
I may not be able to change the world, but I can change MY world. I have a lot of emotional redirecting to do. You know what I mean when I say that my brain has a million things going through it, and it gets really hard to focus... especially on my priorities. The things I tend to focus on might not be what I need to spend much energy on... a bunch of feel good shit, like having a crush on someone or finding $4 for ice cream. You have work to do, Monica. You don't get paid because you don't work. GET IT?!
Mother's putting up the Christmas decorations.
Christmas is approaching. I have no income. I have no gifts. What have I been doing with my time?? I had no drive, but today... Today, I will paint. EVERYTHING.
The love of my life is a drummer who sets the beat of my heart to the rhythm of his soul.